Tuesday 12 June 2007

byebye singapore

after all the excitement about gg fass and seeing familiar faces around, im gonna leave singapore. crap. to think i even signed up for some camps in nus w baby. ah i still hope i can attend those camps before leaving.

anyway, im gg to Julliard School to pursue a bachelor degree in music. gosh i'll b so far away i'll start missing everyone.

well baby, i hope u'll really take care and not bother about the mess. it's alright, clif n i will sort things out ourselves. we're fine really. i jus hope e three of us can still be as close as ever k. u n clif can come over anytime! =D

Tuesday 15 May 2007

dreading the 8th month of the year...

gosh i havent been updating for a long time.

anw, just some updates. im currently working part-time as a civil servant. how hip is that? nah just a slave at the ministry, teaching music. on the other hand, i dun mind being paid peanuts for teaching music, something i really love and have passion for. and i reckon i wont have much time to spare for music once school starts if im determined to listen to baby and be a good and hardworking boy(someone i never was in my entire life). cos to do that, i believe, i'll need to be consistent in my school work and hand up all my assignments in time, just like she did, but oh she's like a million times smarter than me. i would like to pry open her head and examine how big her brain is compared to mine. haha. anyhow if tt's gonna happen, (being a gd boy, not prying her head open) that means no time for leisure at all =(

i realise i was ranting abt baby being angry with me n all. hahaha. how funny it seems reading it now, the way i desperately seek for her forgiveness. hhaha! tt's just how u'll feel, when someone so close to u ignores u for such a long time. treasure ur frens, peeps! or it'll be too late to regret.

anw, mum's being really mean to me these days. both dad n her have been using the chauffeurs at home so often, im not given a chance to be chauffeured around these days unless im gg out with them. how crappy is that! n when i plead her to send me to work, she'll just send me to the novena train station. my dear mum, i dun work at the train station, for goodness sake. the bloody moe building's at buona vista and i live in e novena apartment, so i'll have to change a train cos they're on different lines! and when i complain abt that, she'll ask me to move back to bt timah where she n dad are living at. she probably doesnt know that newton n novena fall on the same line? so it doesnt really make a difference. i hav no idea but she claims that it'll b so much more convenient. so much more convenient to scold n nag at me, perhaps. i just feel much more familiar n confortable arnd novena since i had been living there since i was in pri sch due to close proximity to my schs-ACPS n ACS(barker).my gosh. she's amazingly MEAN to me, i conclude. she just wants me to make my own way there. Argh the treatment was so different as compared to when i was still schooling at ACJC. i still rmb her fetching me fr school if dad was hogging onto uncle paul and henry. where's that caring mum now?=(

and now i wish i had a driver's license. baby's gonna get hers soon la! gosh but im just too lazy to learn n mum's been nagging at me ever since i turned 18. and im turning 21 soon this may, which means she has been nagging at me for 3 freaggin years!

o, you mighty power who rules the universe, pls allow august to arrive slowly.

Thursday 19 April 2007

=(

gosh. i really think she's still mad n pissed with me. now that she hasnt been talking to me for 2whole weeks. it feels really weird u know, not talkin to her on e phone every nite, even as a fren.

hey sorry babe! dun b angry anymore k? lets go have fun some day w e others. =D i'll call u tmr nite ok!

Thursday 22 March 2007

ord

ord.

for almost a month.

but im feeling lost!!!!!

Damn. cos i seriously have nothing much to do except for weekly practices at AC.

AHHHH. crap. mum's asking me to do something else other than blowing my trombone 24/7. she's threatening to remove e sound proof walls in e music room! oh my.

i hope to live with chris at e condo near nus which aunty bought for him. but mum says no! she thinks i'll make aunty do everything for me when she comes by every weekend. =(

i need to buy some stuff. gtg!

Thursday 15 March 2007

go?

cleo's bachelor party tmr. shld i go? mum got tickets from e mag.

oh crap. i dun understand why some peeps juz get turned off when they hear abt clubbing and modelling and all this kinda stuff. whats wrong with them? it's jus an experience even if u dun like it. c'mon, get a life. how do ya noe if u nv tried? u might even like it after that. oh well.

im supporting baby if she decides to do modelling. she's up to it and it's an experience aft all. juz dun let bitches bully you! haahaahaa. maybe u can participate in ms spore like ur sis. haha! give it a shot, u might be champion by impressing e judges with ur gayness!!!! haha!

ok so she came back from gold coast looking as black as me. haha. hope u had fun baby. n thanks for all e stuff u bought for us. cliff chesna and all are all looking for you!! "where's baby!!!" is e first thing they say when they see me. oh my they want you more than they want me! go out w them soon alright. haha.

i went back to acjc for band. it's nice meeting all e kids. it brings back all e memories and make me realise how old i am. like im almost 4 years older than them! haha n they're keeping me so busy, i hav no time to blog. it's not an excuse! hahaahahahha.

have fun in whatever u're doing peeps!

Monday 19 February 2007

lag

damn hav been busy so no time to update

anw first and foremost, happy valentine's day and happy chinese new year!

so many festivals to celebrate recently. really trying hard to catch up with everyone else. dun worry dudes, i'll be free once feb ends cos ns will b out of my life! then maybe i'll update more often. but on the other hand, not really. cos i might not be as free as i think i'd be!

because..

barker and acjc requested for my service aft ord. im so highly demanded. hohoho. ok im crap. it's just to be their bands' instructor. so i havent make up my mind bout which to go for since both are my alma mater so it's kinda hard for me to decide. anw they all belong to the big acs family. owell. maybe i shld take up both? advise me on this when i see u tmr baby!

it was fun at grandma's house on the first day of cny! all e cousins.. so cool. im visiting grandma again tmr tho cos baby's gg w her parents.

Adios! feeling sleepy.

Friday 2 February 2007

korea

i'm back from korea!

did lotsa stuff. had lotsa fun blasting my trombone at ppl's ears. holy crap. stamina improved by 0.1% though. ahahahaha.

havent met baby for a long time. guess we're meeting up tmr nite or sun nite. she's gonna b a slacker again when her job ends. !!!!!!!!!!

oh ya! e trip that our parents initially planned to go during May might hav to b cancelled cos damn, baby's gg to africa n dubai in june... so can't hav another big holiday in May. we were supposed to go to eastern europe and spain! well another time perhaps!! but mum's gg bangkok w her family during march! i hope i can go to!!!!!! but damn i still cant confirm this=(

Mum's gg hk to visit shan soon. i'll be lonely at home! ok la i'm not angry w jojo and beanie anymore so i'll play w em! maybe i shld bring them to e pool n swim. i bet mum's gonna scream at me when she comes back though cos e pool will be dirty!